A little video of my homies and I in Costa Rica in April 2019. Just three days prior, the day before my birthday, I attempted to take my life. I dunno, I was just feeling like total dog shit when I was listening to House of Cards by Radiohead. I was sitting in my car in my one-car (barely) Burbank apt garage and I had just pulled into it. I stayed in my car. Kept the engine running. Closed the garage door. I was doing the asphixiation by monoxide thing. Let life be whatever it was going to be. I guess I just fell asleep because I woke up 45 min later. I didn't do it right. I didn't do two key things but I was just following whatever I saw in movies. Two days later I was in Costa Rica having butterfly moments.
