Taken from the album "Purgatory Afterglow" (1994). <br /> <br />Lyrics: <br /> <br />When I'm in this state of mind <br />I'm wishing I was blind. Sometimes life is <br />more than pain, to me <br />I feel the power of my grief. Death would be <br />such a relief. All the secrets that I hide <br />would die, with me. <br />Depression is my only friend. Will this <br />torture never end? Let me carry on to <br />the dreamers sky. <br />I keep crying in my dreams. <br />Can you hear my endless screams? <br />When I fade away I fade, away. <br /> <br />This Fluid on my cheek, it drains me <br />I get weak. My heart is cold and bleak. <br />Black blood. Black tears. <br /> <br />Life is like a masquerade. In dept to myself, <br />but I can't pay. Soon I'll call it all a day, away. <br />I've never felt what you call guilt. <br />I still believe "Do what thou wilt" <br />My sorrow will destroy the world I've built.
