Find the best financial services for you at: SMARTFINANCESOLUTIONS.NET - This poem is how i have felt for a while but i never thought to put this on the poetry section...? - i am not too depression right now, but i am maddened by may current problems that are leading me slowly to bankruptcy. and i am too self conscious to get help by myself. and i do not want family to worry. one person that read this said it made them cry. i wrote this when all i could think about was the main two lines. and finally i just sat down and wrote this. i am not a poet, i do like writing and i do know how poetry works but i never used it to express myself. <br /> <br />Why does it have to be, I show no pain no fear? <br /> Why does it have to be, I never shed a tear? <br /> My mom died when I was five, <br /> My dad drank away the pain. <br /> I play games to hide my cries. <br /> I eat food to hide the lies. <br /> Why does it have to be I show no pain no fear? <br /> Why does it have to be I never shed a tear? <br /> I talk to “friends†like nothing is wrong, <br /> Only to hide my sorry song. <br /> I strive for smiles, <br /> When none are my own. <br /> Why does it have to be, I show no pain no fear? <br /> Why does it have to be, I never shed a tear? <br /> Every night I get increasingly sad, <br /> And continuing to think that crying is bad. <br /> I tell everyone that it is not, <br /> I tell them all to cry a lot. <br /> But here I am sad frown, <br /> Like a ghost that died in her wedding gown. <br /> Why does it have to be, I show no pain no fear? <br /> Why does it have to be, I never shed a tear? <br /> I have friends and I have family, <br /> But I want that to be enough so badly. <br /> Everyday I show no pain no fear, <br /> Everyday I never shed a tear. <br /> But everyday I am ashamed and sad, <br /> Because everyday I am lonely. -
