I spent my years isolated <br />Couldn't live with myself <br />I was trouble as a young kid <br />My tears didn't help <br />Very depressing and it was evident I'd fade to the deep <br />All alone like these four walls came at me <br />Barracaded cuz my mind state I just wanted to die <br />Never happiness Just sad time living a lie <br />Rater leave me I was suicidal Slittin' my wrist <br />Mamma thinking I was crazy Like use some sense <br />And on them days I was feeling I was paining inside <br />It wasn't me It was my inner feeling coming alive <br />I remember waking up like I was going to school <br />Left me standing in the hospital Locked in this room <br />Put away I was a troubled kid losing my mind <br />Fallin' short Of what they expected from me everytime <br />So don't fault me if you meet me And I look to be strange <br />I'm just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain <br /><br />[Chorus] <br />Sunshine to the rain <br />When it comes it goes again <br />Even when the story ends <br />Just turn the page and begin again <br />Sunshine on cloudy days <br />Don't hate me I'll never change <br />Thankful I was made this way <br />Your sunshine for cloudy days <br /><br />Now I was raised in a neighborhood <br />With half of a dime <br />If you was real it was understood <br />It showed in your eyes <br />Every corner had a different hustle <br />Sprawled on your face <br />Drug wars <br />Growin' up raw cuz violence the case <br />.... had to move along <br />Quiet it's kept <br />Spoken words got you dealt with <br />So ride with yourself <br />I'm a juvenile <br />They telling me get down for they wealth <br />No getting high <br />Cuz when you gettin' high <br />You needing some help <br />As far as help <br />Mine was middle though <br />You know how that go <br />Psychologically <br />I deal with demons talkin' in codes <br />Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus <br />Somewhere on this road <br />Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no <br />Better of if I was dead <br />Cuz they killing me slow <br />All in all it's just a part of my life <br />Watching the show <br />Ain't nothing never came to niggaz sleep <br />Except for a dream <br />It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the screen <br /><br /><a rel="nofollow" href="http://www.lyricsandsongs.com/song/504317.html">http://www.lyricsandsongs.com/song/504317.html</a>
