my self destruction <br />is all your fault, <br />He put me down, <br />he told me lies, <br />he used me as a trophy, <br />he never really wanted me, <br />he broke my heart <br /> <br />my self destruction <br />is all your fault, <br />He made me self doubt, <br />he made me self conscious, <br />he made me feel utterly hideous, <br />he made me think I was nothing and no one, <br />he made me believe I wasn't worth anything <br /> <br />my self destruction <br />is all my fault, <br />I believed in him, <br />I trusted him, <br />I believed every word that came out of his mouth, <br />I thought he was everything, <br />I thought he was sweet <br /> <br />my self destruction <br />is making me better, <br />I became more aware, <br />I became more cold, <br />I had no more kindness to give, <br />I put walls up to block everything out <br /> <br />my self destruction <br />is making me whole, <br />I met a man <br />He made my walls crumble <br />he made me laugh <br />he made me cry <br />he made my smile real <br />he made me think <br />he he is slowly fixing a broken girl <br />and he still makes me happy<br /><br />Sandra Kelley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/self-destruction-18/
