I can look at my eyes and see I'm going crazy <br />I can read my thoughts and see that I'm insane. <br />I live a life I didn't ant to handle <br />There's so much messed up in my brain. <br /> <br />Some say it's my attitude or I'm lazy, <br />But they don't know what's in my head <br />To fear the sun each morning <br />And living a life I dread. <br /> <br />I wish that I could wake up. <br />That I could snap back into me. <br />Instead I'm stuck in weakness, <br />And contempt for who I see. <br /> <br />Oh how life's filled a strange cup. <br />Now my mirror is my most hated foe <br />I just wonder when this all will end, <br />But that's an answer that I will never know. <br /> <br />The truth is, I think I'm crazy....<br /><br />Darren Tyler Howard<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-crazy-truth/
