emotionaly disturbed with whats happening to me <br />im so numb to the feelings one should feel <br />the pain has taken me away <br /> <br /> <br />the pain lives deep <br />as for there is no longer any me <br />the emotions i used to feel <br />seemed to have just all faded away <br />with this pain that has overcome me <br /> <br />what is it to feel joy <br />or to smile <br />and not fake just so no one can see <br />whats going on within me <br /> <br />the lights the stars even those words <br />just dont seem to mean much to me <br />with all this pain you have caused me <br /> <br />i wana feel i wana live <br />i wana know what its like just to be me <br />to laugh to love <br />to be pain free <br />if only you could see <br />everything youve done to me<br /><br />Melinda Kelly<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/emotionally-disturbed/
