I remain undecided by thinking of the past <br />Between Struggles of reality and a dream that will forever last <br />Why would I choose to endure the pain of before <br />When I've got a page of colors willing to offer more <br /> <br />Few days ago I was in a mess <br />A book with the longest stories but no pictures at all <br />My life just went on and I couldn't care less <br />Waiting for me to crack, ready to fall <br /> <br />Few days after, less tears were shed <br />Living inside the dreams of my dreams <br />Everything was flying and singing inside my head <br />I was quite a loon, but i was redeemed <br /> <br />And now I wake up with thoughts of query <br />Of which I should choose; the dream or the reality <br />I could live in horror with uncertainties of a better life <br />Or be in the most beautiful world where I'd forever strive<br /><br />i am not crazy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-confused-fangirl/
