You must make a choice now the decision can't wait <br />Which guy will you love until the day you day me or him? <br />You must choose because I'm so vulnerable in this shattered state <br />Because to tell you the truth I don't want to be heartbroken again <br /> <br />Every time you tell me you still lobe me it feels like salt on an open wound <br />I mean do you like to torture me do you like to see me suffer <br />So I'm basically at the mercy of your choice if not now than soon <br />I know who you’re going to choose and it'll turn into one of my blunders <br /> <br />I just wish it didn't have to turn out the way it's going to <br />Because sweetie I just want to hold you in my arms again <br />I just can't put into words how much I still love you <br />But I know I must keep these feelings secret from you my ex-girlfriend <br /> <br />It's just I'm dreaming about us still being together <br />We're back at the place that we met that cold December day <br />I just wish it wasn't a dream because I want to be with you forever <br />I just wish I could explain to you how much I still love you Rae <br /> <br />Although I know you can never love me the way you did before <br />I just really wish that I could just overdose on random pills <br />i just honestly think it would be better if I wasn't around anymore <br />Or if someone with at least half a heart would have me killed <br /> <br />But you beg me to stay alive and I really don't know why <br />But I guess even though it kills me I just have to stay here <br />Deep down I just wish I could give you my last goodbye <br />Just know that every time you say you love me you fill me with fear<br /><br />Patrick Shields<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/who-do-you-love/
