I've been pushed down so many times <br />I feel this time will be the last <br />as I lay here fading <br />my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past <br />I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building <br />as I lay here on the floor <br />I have no strength to get up <br />I'm not worth it any more<br /><br />sam ....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/am-not-worth-it-anymore/