So many things I want to say <br />So many words I cannot find <br />I had so much hidden anger inside <br />But I've left it all behind <br />What do I have to say? <br />What do I want to say? <br />What should I say? <br />What will I say? <br />The pain of knowing only my own mind <br />Keeps me in this one place <br />What do you feel <br />What do you think? <br />I can no longer read your face <br />Memories fade in and out <br />But confusion hinders true emotion <br />I miss you, but I don't <br />I should call you, but I won't <br />Is it me? Is it you? <br />Is it both of us being stubborn? <br />Am I missing the point? <br />All my theories are old and worn <br />I want to know why you didn't tell me <br />The questions pile miles high <br />Not talking about it is killing me <br />Do you cry as I cry? <br />I just want to heal these wounds <br />I want to work it through <br />But words keep running away from me <br />All words except 'I love you.'<br /><br />Lauren Joy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/heal-the-soul/
