The pain I cause <br />Its unbearable <br />I hurt people to often <br />Because i’m to scared to get hurt myself <br />I’m too scared to risk anything anymore <br />I don’t want to get hurt <br />I don’t want to be in pain <br />I don’t want to experience things that slowly break my heart that one piece further <br />I’m sick of that hole inside, festering, just festering <br />Sending unhappiness and pain to everybody I touch <br />I don’t want to be here anymore <br />I don’t want to hurt people <br />I don’t want to hurt myself <br />But that blade it screams for more <br />I’ve put so many others so close to it <br />I mustn’t let them suffer alone <br />I push it the blade against my cold, sinful skin <br />And watch the trickle of blood rush down my arm <br />The pain glides over me <br />Enough for me to think maybe this isn’t so bad <br />When someone hurts, ill hurt <br />When there’s pain in somebody’s eyes I let that pain stream out my veins <br />The vicious red blood of mine I will not let it hurt others without it hurting me <br />I will cut a little deeper <br />I feel a little more <br />I know its wrong <br />But how do you reconcile the broken hearted <br />How do you treat people you caused pain to when you cant give them what they want <br />I will not let them feel this alone <br />I will shave the sins away from body<br /><br />beautifully broken xxx<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cut-27/
