I want this man I love this man, <br />But not how this relationship began. <br />I want a man you may never be, <br />I know deep down that you love me. <br />Am I living in a fantasy that you can become, <br />At times I feel that I’m just so dumb. <br />I want you to be honest and faithful lover, <br />The person I fell in love with and discovered. <br />I see the good in you every drop, <br />But the good you constantly stop. <br />You tell me your working for us, <br />That your showing so much progress. <br />I want this story to be true, <br />All I really wanted in life was you. <br />But I don’t want the fake front, <br />This is something I’ll say very blunt. <br />I love you more than I love me, <br />My love everyone can see. <br />I think back to when we make love, <br />Two people intertwined fit like glove. <br />Your soft kisses knowing my every sound, <br />Our bodies locked and bound. <br />Your fingers caressing my skin, <br />Feeling you deep within. <br />The way you would hold me so close, <br />The dropp of every article of clothes. <br />The sound of the bed or dogs barking, <br />My nails into the sheets marking. <br />Every memory of movies and salsa, and chips <br />The way I love you came out your lips. <br />Your stubbornness when I busted out the camera, <br />Everything to the dog named karma. <br />I invested so much love and time into you, <br />That we aren’t meant to be together can’t be true. <br />Do I need to just stop and move on? <br />And realize what we have might be gone. <br />You hold the answers just tell me what to do, <br />Because at this point I don’t have a clue.<br /><br />Coreena Dejesus<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/08-12-2008-do-i-want-you-back/
