I want you to mean what you say, <br />Want to believe, but you stay <br />At such a distance, <br />I keep telling myself 'remain at bay' <br />And that resistance, <br />Is my only option, only choice, <br />I speak to you in my lonely voice, <br />Much to my dismay, <br />But it seems, the very instance <br />I completely disregard you, <br />You present yourself in the incandescence <br />I first saw you in. <br /> <br />That light it, I'm almost certain, <br />Has me blinded, almost worst than, <br />Stevie, and I wonder if you really see me, <br />For who I am... <br />Who am I to you? <br />I have another question that might embolden you, <br />Am I he who would do <br />And retrieve things for you, <br />While keeping us golden, too? <br /> <br />Am I Really Your FRIEND?<br /><br />Eric Langley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/one-sided-5/