I thought i had it figured out <br />I thought i had it out of my head <br />I thought i could forget <br />I thought it didn't matter anymore <br />I thought i was cured <br />I thought i was somewhat okay <br />I thought too hard and i found the truth <br />I found that memories don't go away <br />I found that things cant be canceled out of mind <br />I found out that I'm still tormented by the past <br />I found my helpless self laying on the floor <br />I found the tears that fell down my cheek <br />I found them as they dripped onto my chest <br />I found them slide and laying still on my broken body <br />Broken by so many memories of my old life <br />Broken by the times i was torn by his touch <br />Broken by one simple word on the TV <br />Broken on the floor, opened up again <br />Opened up by that one word <br />'they found her dead this morning.. she has been raped' <br />Its a stupid Law and Order rerun <br />and it Broke me down to this state<br /><br />Audrey Marie Kay<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-thought-i-found-im-broken/
