So why am I trying <br />I don't want to be here <br />I wish I was dying <br />Because I'm so sick of crying <br />And I'm so sick of lying <br />To myself and others <br />Pretending to be happy <br />When all I do is suffer <br />I get no real love from my mother <br />All she do is lie, get high, yell at me, and make me cry <br />My dad is no longer around <br />But that's a good thing <br />Now I only see him when he is in need <br />And he only calls me when he is drunk or high <br />I'm so sick of my life <br />Because nobody cares <br />And there's nobody there <br />I don't even have one friend <br />When is it all going to end<br /><br />LoKei Serious<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/no-hope-for-the-hopeless/
