I stared blankly at the pages <br />I so wanted to finish <br />How I wish I could squeeze my brain <br />For thoughts and ideas <br />I hated this feeling <br />This feeling of nothingness <br />I feel buried neck deep <br />In tides of stressful emotions <br />I am drowning… <br />This is just so much in so little time… <br />I just felt I am not me anymore… <br />I can’t describe the feeling <br />More like I want to be else where <br />In a place that is tranquil… a place of escape <br />No work, no nothing... just me in peace <br />I want to float in the vast ocean of solitude <br />Get lost in a seemingly serene place… <br />So much has happened in so little time <br />I felt I lost my self… my mind <br />I think it is too much… too much of everything <br />Just too much for me to bear… <br />Not even tears...Not even my tears can relieve <br />Am I still me? Or have I lost my self…. <br />I just don’t know… I don’t know<br /><br />empty soul<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sad-poem-4/
