Today <br />is the day <br />teared to pieces <br />my lonely heart bleed <br />watching my soul <br />besides me <br />be on knees <br />praying for remember <br />to come <br />feeling so bloodless <br />broken in between <br />watched 'Schiller' <br />my favorite on the screen <br />not the poet although <br />he is mine but the German <br />groups concert named <br />'Breathless' <br />to find my inner shine <br />was so high taken <br />by music and flow <br />when it rings at the phone <br />neighbor felt bothered <br />about my obsequies <br />brought back consciousness <br />found me on my knees <br />broke my conscientiousness <br />in memory back to NO feel <br />could not slip in <br />where the time train runs <br />had lost the heart beats <br />of my father at once <br />anger came into my pain <br />let my tears come again <br />had lost this beautiful day <br />by an unknown neighbor <br />even not knowing his name <br />but I also include him <br />in my pray. <br /> <br />(C) Gerhard Raase,29/08/2012/ <br />(dedicated to my father Hans)<br /><br />Floy Dy (Floyd) Ra (Floydson)<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/broken-in-my-fathers-memory/