i am getting tired <br />of starting afresh <br />each time <br />somewhere new; <br /> <br />to you everything was <br />just a game, <br />it’s easy to say <br />i was a fool; <br /> <br />helpless, pretending, <br />hoping someone would see <br />i guess i fell straight <br />into the trap; <br /> <br />i wonder what it feels like <br />to find the one in this life, <br />the one we all dream of, <br />but dreams are’nt just enough; <br /> <br />confused about my very existence <br />just knowing certain things <br />will never change for us at all <br />i did my best to keep going; <br /> <br />tonight, out in the moonlight, <br />me standing here under the stars, <br />looking for a diamond in the rough <br />never knowing when it will show up, <br />i am ready now; <br /> <br />in the darkness of my mind <br />as i get ready to breathe my last <br />i’ve got a confession to make, <br />loving you was a mistake; <br /> <br />you gave me something <br />that i didn’t have, <br />but in my heart you don’t exist anymore <br />as my mind decides between life and death, <br />tempting fate and <br />dancing with destiny, <br />i am swallowed up in the <br />sound of my screaming;<br /><br />Vanessa Hernandez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dancing-with-destiny/
