As I cry myself to sleep tonight, <br />I will be hoping, and wishing <br />That what you said to me today, <br />Was nothing but a horrible dream. <br /> <br />I can't help but think, <br />about all those times that <br />you said you loved me, and <br />that's when down my cold face <br />my fire hot tears began to stream. <br /> <br />You were like no other guy, <br />That I have ever seen. <br />You always speak your mind, <br />And always know how to get <br />A smile to spread across my face. <br /> <br />You're one of those irreplaceable boys, <br />That can compare to no other, <br />You're one of those boys, <br />That no matter how hard i try, <br />I could never replace. <br /> <br />No matter how hard I try, <br />you'll always be on my mind, <br />all throughout the day <br />and all throughout the night. <br /> <br />what we had was what i thought was true. <br />what i thought was a good relationship. <br />but you thought i was wrong, <br />you thought that what we had, <br />was just not right. <br /> <br />no matter how hard i try, <br />you'll always be the one i love. <br />even though sometimes when <br />i'm around you, i don't know <br />what to say, or what to do. <br /> <br />no matter ho hard i try, <br />to forget those good times. <br />and try to look onto the future, <br />i'll still miss those everyday hugs <br />that i got from you.<br /><br />Raya McManus<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/no-matter-how-hard-i-try/
