I never thought I'd die alone <br />I laughed the loudest who'd have known <br />I raced through thoughts to make me happy <br />I never knew they held such unhappy things <br />I took my time, I hurried up <br />The choice was mine, I didn't think enough <br />I'm too depressed, to move <br />Hope you'll miss me when I'm gone <br /> <br />No one gave this heart something <br />To want to live for, just agony and sorrow <br />No one ever left anything behind <br />To give this broken boy something to yearn for <br />No one ever stayed behind <br />To give him something to live for <br /> <br />My life just had such better days <br />Days when I still felt alive <br />I couldn't wait to get outside <br />The world was wide, too late to try <br />The door is closed at least you survived <br />I couldn't wait till I got home <br />To pass the time in my room alone <br /> <br />I never thought I'd die alone <br />Another six months I'll be unknown <br />Give all my things to all my friends <br />No one will ever set foot in my room again <br />Someone will close it off, board it up <br />Remember the time that I dropped pizza <br />on the floor and left a stain? <br />Please tell mom this is not her fault <br /> <br />No one gave this heart something <br />To want to live for, just agony and sorrow <br />No one ever left anything behind <br />To give this broken boy something to yearn for <br />No one ever stayed behind <br />To give him something to live for <br /> <br />I can't wait for today to be over... forever <br />Tomorrow holds such better days <br />Days when I can still feel alive <br />When I can't wait to get outside <br />The world is wide, the time goes by <br />The tour has just began, I'll survive <br />I can't wait till I get home <br />To pass the time in my room alone<br /><br />Rivers O'Donahue<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/to-depressed-to-move/
