I miss her whispering into my ears at night. <br />Our late night calls, and the beautiful long messages we sent to each other at random times. <br />The re-assuring moment when she always said ‘I Love you’ <br />my replies were always ‘I Love You Too’ <br />I didn’t expect to see anything go wrong in our relationship. <br />It was flawless; so there was nothing bad <br />Purity, love and peace is what we had <br />I loved her for every second, minute, hour and day of my life. <br />Never did I ever think she we could cut my heart with a knife. <br />Letting it bleed, bleed to death till it was impossible for me to love her. <br />We exchanged harsh words for the first time ever, never did I expect to see this moment. And it settles into my heart forever. <br />She left me. <br />I was all alone. <br />I’ve never felt so weak <br />At home on my own, asking myself ‘ Why? Why? Why? ’ <br />There was no reply. <br />Emptiness. <br />Darkness <br />I became lifeless. <br />I couldn’t move on. <br />Then she replied to my question ‘Why did you leave me? ’ <br />‘I couldn’t be with you anymore. I wasn’t what I pretended to be. I was seeing other men. I became cold and dark inside. I couldn’t change my life. I was addicted to this lifestyle. This is what I’ve become and this is how it’ll be. I can’t do this to you anymore. I’m sorry.’ <br />I was heartbroken; she didn’t know I couldn't move on and live. <br />If only you told me this in person. <br />I was ready to forgive.<br /><br />Liban Mohamed<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-did-she-do-it-2/
