A road I trod and a destiny that can never be undone <br />Another burning bridge smoulders in my wake as one <br />Who will never see love through to my dying day again <br />Exhausted and so concluded that all I ever feel is pain <br /> <br />Ice of her once loving embrace shivers me to the bone <br />As the bitterness resulting from hurt sets in to be alone <br />Again and again as heart after heart I have many broken <br />Stomach turns in the recognition of another dark token <br /> <br />Bestowed upon my dreams as mine lie so shattered <br />As does my heart in so many pieces so very rendered <br />To always wonder on away from the screaming voice <br />That once spoke my name in such a timeless rejoice <br /> <br />The door is locked from the other side and now I am <br />Something that never grew up like gods lonely lamb <br />Forever surrendered to the stigmata of such influences <br />Making me a bitter man inside for living consequences <br /> <br />Always and forever as so many promised me ‘til now <br />The sweat of the tears of the crying is upon my brow <br />The heart beats on though my legs are too weak to walk <br />And the memories of the time once shared I shall stalk <br /> <br />Door stands before me as the crossing has now collapsed <br />Leaving the river of blood of my bleeding tears relapsed <br />And such sentiments fall on deafened sense of her life <br />I see her in my mind in such joys as I lie here in strife <br /> <br />Allowing myself to be drunk on the wine I can’t afford <br />Wishing myself to end the days with the sharpest sword <br />Though I am so afraid of what lies yonder, I am coward <br />Forever wishing to be the knight though I forever steward <br /> <br />Drunk and foolish in the wake of emotions solemn grip <br />Shout and scream to a world that always sees me trip <br />And fall to no net of safety and now my body is broken <br />As is my heart to which these words remain unspoken<br /><br />Vision Ghost<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/door-locked-from-the-other-side/
