everyday in a sense <br />is not really horrible <br />no one is. <br /> <br />frightening yet <br />not that prolonged <br /> <br />every moment is a surprise <br />like a birthday <br /> <br />expected yet there are <br />still outbursts of <br /> <br />emotions they call it an outrage <br />because life can be so much <br /> <br />sometimes raging like a bull <br />with smoke in its nostrils <br /> <br />friends, excuse my dust <br />i am fed up and i vomit <br /> <br />what is unnecessary like <br />crab meat <br /> <br />i bought a pail and pair of <br />slippers <br /> <br />i have the sea with me and it <br />is free <br /> <br />the trees that i have planted <br />have become robust <br /> <br />i climb upon each <br />feel the world with its leaves <br /> <br />and on top of the branch <br />i begin to see myself <br /> <br />much different from all of you <br />all angles considered.<br /><br />RIC S. BASTASA<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-realization-that-i-am-different/