If I choose the wrong path instead of the right <br />Than you will know that I just couldn't go on any longer <br />That in the long run I was fighting a losing fight <br />And I want to apologize to one person for not being stronger <br /> <br />So for the sake of your sanity just forget about me <br />Because the last thing I wand you to do is cry for my long lost sole <br />Just focus on that I'm finally at peace that I'm finally free <br />The depression and constant let downs took its toll <br /> <br />Also for that one person I have some advice for you <br />Just pretend that I never existed that I was never born <br />Forget that we ever dated and all the time I said I love you too <br />Because if you don't I can already promise that your heart will be torn <br /> <br />And you one person I would want you to burn my flesh and bone <br />I would also request for you please to not follow in my footsteps <br />Because if I kill myself I want to die all alone <br />That you could take my ashes Rae and lay me to rest <br /> <br />I know it would be very hard for you to let me go <br />But you must if you're going to live out the rest of your life in peace <br />Only you can choose weather to get rid of the pain quickly or slow <br />If you must cut yourself so be it that will be your release <br /> <br />But just know Rae that none of this was your fault <br />So please sweetie if you can don't yourself for my suicide <br />Because I know what I would be doing I am an adult <br />Again honey no matter how many times I say sorry I'll never again be alive<br /><br />Patrick Shields<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-i-killed-myself/
