I fight these wars no one knows, <br />For so many years having to be strong and alone, <br />When can I rest? <br />When can I just sleep all my pain away? <br />When I can I stop worrying? <br />Worrying about so many things, <br />All I want to do is curl up and die, <br />Die in my little corner, <br />And know all my worries, <br />And all my pain, <br />All my grief, <br />And all my depressed times fade, <br />Fade deep into the land on hell, <br />But when that moment comes, <br />I just lay in bed and weep, <br />Weep, weep for hours, <br />Is my pain never going to end? <br />Is this life I live ever going to give me a break, <br />Where I can just lay my head on your chest, <br />And know that here with you I don’t have worries, <br />But if I said that I don’t worry, <br />It would be a lie, <br />I feel as if I am caught in your past life and your new one, <br />You want to move on but you cant forget her, <br />You don’t want to, <br />But at the same time you do, <br />So think carefully, <br />Do you want her? <br />Or do you want me? <br /> <br /> <br />Krystal Brown<br /><br />Hammy Brown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confuse-and-hurt/
