The voices in my head are telling me what to do <br />The subconscious desires of want, the realities are true. <br />So then why don’t I follow, why don’t I give in? <br />Why don’t I just follow my heart and commit the wrongly sin? <br />No, I know I must be strong and the feelings I must fight <br />It’s hard when you know what you truly want but you hold your mouth shut tight. <br />The heart beats hard, a pounding drum, the veins in my head do throb <br />So hard the beats that when I sit with my head down it does bob. <br />Back and forth I sit and rock till the feelings do subside <br />I think of different things which make these feelings in my life collide. <br />Thoughts turn to my religion to the beliefs that I hold dear <br />The pathway to the gates of heaven and not the hell I fear. <br />I tell these voices to be quiet I hide them in my mind <br />So deep into the unconscious space where nobody will find. <br />But in my heart I’ll always know these voices are still there <br />The truthfulness for the one I desire, for the one that I really do care.<br /><br />Moore Hope<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/voices-46/
