all my life ive been <br />searching for something <br />everytime i feel <br />its always nothing <br />look at my face <br />dear god im smiling <br />oh nevermind <br />on the inside im dying <br />i feel like it never ends <br />all the liars and the fakers <br />dont ask for my heart <br />i havent one to lend <br />someone stole it <br />took it away <br />ripped it tore it <br />in every which way <br />why did she do it <br />only god knows why <br />she enjoys it <br />knowing im dead inside <br />look at my pale face <br />my grey eyes <br />the life in me is gone <br />ever since she said goodbye <br />i get so numb all the time <br />she wants me to succumb <br />so i slice at my vains <br />so i can feel <br />i see my blood this pain is real<br /><br />toxicity ryan adams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/all-my-life-18/
