It seems that life wont be getting better anytime soon <br /> <br />and it cant possibly get any worse. <br /> <br />so why dont i do whats expected of me, no it wont make me happy <br /> <br />and it deffinatly wont make me, me. <br /> <br />but everyone else will smile, i will finally be whats excepted of me. <br /> <br />isnt that all everyone wants anyways? <br /> <br />to be in the 'in crowd' and go to all the parties <br /> <br />to get the guy that everyone dreams about <br /> <br />and to be the girl that all the other girls envy. <br /> <br />ill let that guy do what ever he wants with me <br /> <br />even if it involves lowering my standards <br /> <br />and becoming the new whore. <br /> <br />ill do the things i never thought i would do <br /> <br />the things i told myself i never would do <br /> <br />just so that im the one in the lime light <br /> <br />not the other girl competing for my spot. <br /> <br />Ill post pictures of me in my underwear on myspace <br /> <br />and talk dirty to nasty old men. <br /> <br />ill become everything i never wanted to be <br /> <br />just to be what everyone else expects of me<br /><br />Wishing For Perfection<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/expectations-12/
