Try to forget you, <br />but never succeed, <br />Your awing presence, <br />My soul seems to need, <br /> <br />As much as I hate you, <br />I can't think any other way, <br />Wanting you to leave, <br />But wanting you to stay, <br /> <br />Which way do I go? <br />How to decide? <br />Face you head on? <br />Or flee; run; hide? <br /> <br />I need to figure out, <br />How I should deal, <br />How I should cope, <br />With how I painfully feel,<br /><br />Kieran J1996<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-try-try-and-try-again/