This wasn't planed, God must have wanted it this way <br />God wanted me to find her half naked body in your arms <br />My eyes filled with wonder, watching the birth of my darkned heart <br />In the line of battlefield ripped apart, frozen to the ground so dumb.. <br />After I watched myself become a lie, I disappeared in the colour of her eyes <br />Shes so beautiful. <br />The sun must have closed its eyes, forever stuck in this darkness <br />My heart staining the perfectly white walls <br />My fingers desperately clinging to the edge of sanity <br />Clinging onto what I never had, insisting on losing even more <br />Her numbing perfume in the air brought me back <br />I still remember the taste of your skin <br />Your fingers running down my back <br />Your insanely perfect body, your over sized lips carassing every bit of me <br />Your love isnt for me. <br />Your words burning every bit of me like flowing acid. <br />I have to leave, with parts of me stiched up I have to run <br />But wait.. <br />Your child in my womb <br />your child in my womb.... how can such a curse give me such a blessing... <br />I feel trapped. <br />Like a slave longing to be free, my internal strength being tested.<br /><br />Sister Stories<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/blind-blind-blind/
