I look at old pictures <br />I watch my days pass by <br />In reality I'm not happy <br />It's all in my head <br />I want to be able to smile and mean it <br />I'm tired of faking everything I do <br />I've become a good actress <br />When will my parents see <br />I'm not happy <br />Maybe when I leave for college? <br />Maybe never <br />Oh how I just want people to see <br />That I'm not happy<br /><br />Marissa Ford<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/want-to-be-happy/
