Massive confussion all around me. <br />My world solid as a rock one moment, <br />the next everything collapses like sand in an hour glass. <br />I feel all insanity is breaking loose around. <br />Change can be so drastic in our lives. <br /> the death of one person, the birth of another. <br />Life is so unexplainable, why we kill, why we even breathe. <br />Growing up not knowing who you truely love until the unthinkable <br /> happens. <br />I lay and realize what a fool I've been. <br />Those I gave a part of myself to, that I truely didn't love. <br />Those I truely loved that I turned my back on. <br />At last the one's I could of loved but they left a scar on my soul. <br />Tears a mere felling of regret and fear in the unbarable moments <br /> of time. <br /> <br /> <br />This was my afterthoughts on how the 9/11 events made me look at life in a bit of a differnet perspective.<br /><br />Loretta Rowley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/opened-mind-11-05-2001/
