you told me things get better <br />and i wouldn't feel this way forever <br /> <br />at first i was shocked <br />and betrayed <br />when i realized <br />some of the worse lies <br />are told with the best of intentions <br /> <br />i've almost grown numb <br />to the constant pang <br />of knowing i'll never get the me back <br />i once so easily had <br />that me, <br />that always saw the bright-side <br />of the night <br />isn't coming back. <br /> <br />the lonely dull pang of all the yesterdays <br />the scent of solitude <br />the company of regret, <br />all as fresh as the day you left <br />hand, unknowingly, in hand with <br />the me that was always together <br /> <br />my dried out, shriveled, barely beating heart <br />supplies my being <br />with too much to die <br />and not enough to be alive. <br /> <br />i swear my breathing never got back on track, <br />in fact, i dont think i ever got my breath back. <br />you were never the most accurate. <br /> <br />but you were never so wrong.<br /><br />Tiffani Williams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-forever-6/
