i haven't written a poem in years now <br />every time my pen hits paper its for someone else <br />answers to essays <br />tax forms <br />math <br />boring shit <br />shit that makes you forget you ever felt alive <br />three affairs this summer <br />my new way of trying to wake up <br />now im a liar <br />a cheat <br />and i dont feel any better <br />i used to be a goddess <br />i used to be a tornado <br />i used to dance with ghosts in grassy meadows <br />now i kiss boys to find myself <br />im a beggar <br />im a slut<br /><br />anonymus anonymus<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-new-way-to-wake-up/
