Anger! <br />From what? <br />The reality of MY world. <br />It is so hard to live a lie. <br />Especially when no one wants you to live the truth. <br />Why...because it is too difficult? <br />Would the truth help the 'circumstances'? No <br />But at least I would feel free and not trapped. <br />Yes it is ok talk about the future and how we feel. <br />But no it is not ok to BE! <br />Must be nice not to live a secret...isn't that what you said once before, <br />that you were not going to be a secret.. <br />Why is it ok for you and not me? <br />Why because you are already free. <br />Me, I am not. <br />IT SUCKS! ! ! It really, really does. <br />And this makes me angry. <br />Two faces is what this is. <br />The face everyone wants to see, <br />And the face I want to show <br />I am still stuck between two worlds. <br />It isn't because that is what I choose. <br />It is because that is where everyone <br /> wants me. <br />But I am choosing to allow it to happen. <br />And this makes me angry. <br />I feel I must hold my hands and say I give. <br />I give up on this anger. <br />I allow both worlds to put the <br /> handcuffs on. <br />I surrender!<br /><br />Nancy L Cohen<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/surrender-10/
