it's 5am and i'm still awake. <br />you're in my head again, <br />invading my thoughts and stealing my peace of mind. <br />i'm trying to sleep but i can hear you, <br />your voice, <br />your laugh. <br />i can see you smiling at me, <br />looking at me the way you used to. <br />you used to smile at me so often, <br />across the room, <br />you'd smile over conversations, <br />a smile only for me. <br />and now you smile for her. <br />my head feels so blurry, <br />you stop me sleeping, <br />from moving on, <br />you keep me awake with memories.<br /><br />Elsa Bear<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/blurred-memories/
