Why am i like this. What have i become. <br />I am being so immature, i feel dumb. <br />I could lose friendships over worthless subjects. <br />Never will i stop being negative, which uproars in conflicts. <br />Honestly i can't do anything right. <br />I am beginning to really dread each fight. <br />No i can't listen, nor can i understand. <br />My friends try to resolve things before the difficulties expand. <br />But my negative reaction just goes out of hand. <br />Someday i hope to fix this, until i can feel grand. <br />But for now, i will just stay like this in my negative reaction. <br />Until i can change that is, which could be an option. <br /> <br />[[written on March 18th,2009.]]<br /><br />Immortal blank state<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/negative-reaction/
