Throughout all those laughs, cries, fights, stories and memories it's all nothing now. <br />It dissapeared, just like i have too. how did this happen. how? <br />It doesn't matter anymore. It's to late. <br />All i can say is goodbye. Because your gone, same with my heart rate. <br />Of course i will always miss you, but i won't be getting the same in return. <br />I hope that next time, i won't screw up and i can learn. <br />But with our friendship, there is no next time. That's what happened to our fate. <br />If you ever think of me, you will only think of hate. <br />I did no harm and changed you, you did that on your own. <br />I'm just hoping neither of us end up alone. <br />So what i write, it gives me closure, and i will no longer care. <br />Although i feel like my heart is gunna tear and that's a pain i can no longer bare. <br />The only way to get rid of this pain is to destory it and forget. <br />I didn't want it to end this way but it was your choice, so let's hope it's something we won't regret. <br />Because when this poem ends, so will my memory of you. <br />No going back, because if you think i'm creepy and you seem better off and happy, then i might as well be too. <br /> <br />[[written on March 8th,2009.]]<br /><br />Immortal blank state<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/end-of-an-era/
