Standing here trying to keep a smile on my face. <br />Nothing ever seems to go right, if that is the case. <br />Staying strong and keeping positive or at least trying, <br />It isnt that simple when everyone is dying. <br />All around me i see nothing but crying. <br />No matter what people say someone is always lying. <br />We are all just living in a big web of lies waiting to rot, <br />Who am i to ignore the ones i love? I think not. <br />I'm always happy but my friends, not so much. <br />I try to help but there is to many problems and such. <br />Still trying to be happy nothing is even going right. <br />There is no one i can even help, everyone wants me out of sight. <br />No i am not depressed, <br />I enjoy life only this is all just keeping me stressed. <br />Why can't this mess just dissapear? <br />I want to scream, let's just hope that no one can hear. <br />Next time you see me I will try to smile. <br />But don't count on it, not even for a while. <br /> <br />[[written on January 10th,2009.]]<br /><br />Immortal blank state<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/positive-mess/
