She looks out the window, waiting for her mother to leave. <br />As soon as she hears that car drive by she knows she is alone. <br />No one there, to watch her cry, or see her tears. <br />No one there…. To help. <br />No one to care. She thought someone cared but she could be wrong. <br />She looks at her phone. <br />No new text messages, nothing. <br />She texts the people she loves, but nope, no replies. <br />She says goodbye to everyone she loves and pushes the power button. <br />Walking towards the closet she sits there with dangerous tools, not knowing which one to chose. <br />Everything hurts. The pain cannot be explained. <br />Her stomach is where her heart is and her heart is where her stomach is, or so how it feels. <br />No one understands, no one can see, no one can know. <br />Everything is a secret. No one to be trusted but her own self. <br />Its all so hard to deal with, its all just to difficult. <br />She stares at the clock as it ticks away. <br />No sound but the tick tick tocking. <br />Its so quiet, and shes afraid. <br />Afraid of losing everything she loves. <br />Oh wait she already has. <br />The sound of the clock drives her to sleep, hopefully she never has to wake up again. <br /> <br />[[written on November 15th,2008.]]<br /><br />Immortal blank state<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/gone-204/
