I tried to fix my memories, but failed even for temporaries. <br />I tried to proof my love was true, with passing years it grew. <br />I always felt the shame, Every time you placed me the blame. <br />You said 'you are such a flirt', when someone is clean, it really hurt. <br />Every day you filed a case, I hated part of my life that you traced. <br />You made my love a court, with the collection of a few misreport. <br />You needed each one proof; I was like a cat on a hot tin roof. <br />You have taken away my breath, you killed my love it's my death. <br />Every noon is my morning, as every night I am mourning. <br />I didn't sleep a wink, I even though didn't drink. <br />I closed my eyes and was trying, but heard you crying. <br />Thanks to your friends, those help to make love ends. <br />You left me alone; you still talk to them on phone. <br />Those who stabbed me in back, giving me panic attack. <br />I am worried for you; you were my angel you knew. <br />On me you don't trust, I am tired of cut and thrust. <br />I lied because I was in love, with you cuter than dove. <br />I am sorry for your each tear; don't cry as I still hear. <br />Every day I pray Oh god show me the way, <br />I can understand, it's hard to back and again hold hand<br /><br />VARUN BATRA<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/it-s-hard-to-come-back/
