Thinking and asking myself <br />is it mistake that <br />i am here? <br /> <br />Well don't comment just ask yourself that <br /> <br />well its good to see people who never regret their <br />lives <br />and we believe in them <br />what about us? <br /> <br />This poem is dedicated on <br />my stepfather <br />my mother <br />and all of them <br />who has felt this pain <br />i went through <br /> <br />no one on my side, all the time <br />sitting and thinking <br />people thinks i am <br />crazy <br />thinking that i am making <br />up some of told storries, <br />so that they will feel <br />sorry for me <br /> <br /> <br />outside on the desert, on the desert world, <br />outside of the earth's atmoshere, <br />all alone, <br />looking back where <br />there is none <br />of them behind me... <br />Where when <br />i needed her the most, <br />no sign of her, but <br />trying so hard to <br />be a perfect mom <br />well kind off.... <br />So that i will be able to play <br />the role <br />of good child <br /> <br />trust? <br />I thought i could trust him <br />it is the best times <br />of my life having <br />him on my side <br />but also a night mare <br />on my dreams to hear his negative <br />words about me toward <br />the world <br />because now i am all alone <br />on the space <br />fighting alliens on their planet <br />like nelson mandela <br />fought for the right <br />of human beings <br />... <br />No sign of back-ups from my people~south <br />africans <br /> <br /> <br />now i am all alone on the cage, <br />where they trapped me <br />and made me their <br />slave, like a man <br />who work so <br />hard to see a smile of his king <br />they laughed at me like <br />an evil laughting <br />at a christian <br />cold as i stood <br />as a tiny bacteria <br />all alone. <br />All alone on desert <br /> <br />because i am alone<br /><br />Teboho petrus ntaita<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/painful-life-wasted-tears/
