My heart is beating fast <br />And yet again I’m trying to kill it <br />I must have commanded my deceitful heart <br />Over and over to stop <br />But it just gets wild all the more <br /> <br />I wonder what you whisper when you are all alone <br />What do you think when you are by yourself <br />What do you write when you are with your journal <br />Tell me, because I am interested <br /> <br />I have shown my interest well enough <br />For me to still keep my discretion <br />For like a gold ring I a pig snout <br />Is a beautiful woman with no discretion <br /> <br />I wish I can just be dumbright honest <br />But when you keep on walking away <br />Then what Is the use? <br /> <br />Why don’t you just come to me <br />Lay your cards down <br />At least we both know <br />At least you tried<br /><br />Claire Ann Pajo Sansolis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-heart-is-beating-so-fast/