I'm sitting on the floor <br />I'm crying so much more <br />trying to erase this pain <br />trying to forget your face <br />sitting here with the blade in my hand <br />running so slow blood dripping down <br />in a deep red color <br />flowing freely the way i want to feel <br /> <br />I'm sitting on the floor <br />holding my hand out <br />I'm holding a bottle <br />a bottle filled with pills <br />I'm crying so hard <br />the pain is unbearable <br />I'm feeling so weak <br /> <br />I'm sitting here on this floor <br />holding a blade <br />crying like crazy <br />trying to take this pain away <br />I'm trying my best trying to fight <br />my eyelids feel heavy <br />my door is so far <br />the whispered yells to far <br />falling deep in to sleep <br /> <br />deep..deep..deep..deep <br />I'm laying on a bed <br />I'm so confused <br />where am i? <br />my throat feels sore <br />my body screams in pain <br />I'm looking around <br />I'm in a small white room <br /> <br />i try to move, <br />my hands are stuck <br />i try to get up <br />i feel restraints <br />what happened to me? <br /> <br />I'm laying on a bed <br />trying to get up <br />my head hurts <br />a nurse is here <br />a shot is administered <br />i drift to sleep <br />I'm in the psych ward <br />why am i here? <br /> <br />I'm lying on a bed <br />laying so still <br />my wrists hurts to no end <br />I'm crying out loud <br />screaming and cussing <br />my body hurts <br />i can't remember <br /> <br />all i remember are my bloody wrists <br />and a bottle of pills <br />all i remember is the pain i was in.....<br /><br />Xena Terrell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/bloody-wrists/
