You have been special, <br />Very special in my life you became, <br />And I can’t bear the thought of letting you go, <br />But I have to if I am meant to. <br /> <br />For right now I am meant to let us go, <br />For I can no longer bear the pain, <br />For I can be patient with you no more, <br />Patient enough to watch I hurt. <br /> <br />I get down on my knees and look up to heavens, <br />Hoping things will be better, but…. <br />Hoping you’ll understand me better, but… <br />But these heavens feel I’ve to let go <br />My life should not hurt this much. <br /> <br />I look back a year before, <br />I look back a year later, <br />I feel the loneliness in-between, <br />The loneliness I pretended not to notice, <br />But haunted me still. <br /> <br />I’m sorry to you and myself too, <br />But there is nothing we both can do. <br />It hurts to do this, <br />It pains so much that I can’t help but cry. <br /> <br />But Tears will come and someday end, <br />And even if I feel my heart will never heal, <br />I can not help it… <br />When the best thing is to let go’.<br /><br />mona miles<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-the-best-thing-is-to-let-go/
