if you could see me now <br />you'd think i'm such a mess <br />it'd worry you and bother you <br />that i'm not feeling my best <br /> <br />which is why i'm glad you're gone <br />you don't need to see me like this <br />thinking of all the times we've had <br />depressed over everything i miss <br /> <br />you'd worry and i don't want that <br />i never have and never will <br />so that's why i haven't called you <br />and i don't think i can until these wounds heal <br /> <br />so please don't feel abandoned <br />like i have so many times before <br />because soon i will come calling <br />i can't hold out on seeing you anymore<br /><br />something changing<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/see-you-soon-2/