My life seems empty and insecure. <br />If only I could find the cure. <br />I prefer staying sleepy, <br />and not having to break my dream. <br />I choose to not fall from that cloud, <br />that takes me everywhere I want to go, <br />without no doubt. <br />my mind just keeps wondering <br />and my thoughts tend to accumulate, <br />without no place to escape. <br />without a spot to stay, <br />and breathe, <br />were it can be understood. <br />I cry my self to sleep, <br />it's difficult to stop that head of me, <br />still calling me, <br />trying to guide me through different directions, <br />now I feel confuse, <br />without no words to say, <br />and not being able to explain. <br />what's wrong with me? <br />that voice of mine is calling me, <br />I see my reflection, <br />I see a different me, <br />I see something, <br />that's completely different to the others I see, <br />I see myself completely different, <br />totally weird and misunderstood. <br />I see my other twin, <br />I can see her actions, <br />and it's sad to see. <br />I cannot compare myself to others, <br />'cause it's just not me. <br />I cannot see the real me, <br />I cannot understand what's everything, <br />I feel inside me, <br />that reflection, shadow, and thoughts <br />that come everytime I open my eyes to see.<br /><br />Yisel Chong<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-can-feel-but-i-can-t-understand/
