So many things I’ve let go, <br />So many things I wish I could redue. <br />I don’t know what to think, <br />Or even say anymore, <br />My things are just full of emptiness. <br /> <br />Even of how much I try to not show, <br />My soul, heart, <br />And everything you could think of, <br />Is all destroy. <br />Nothing makes me even happy anymore, <br />Not even something I use to love. <br />My love and passion for it, <br />Has been lost. <br /> Is not as big as it use to, <br /> anymore. <br /> <br />I feel like every day that passes, <br />My heart just tends to close. <br />I try to be so strong, <br />But things always go wrong. <br /> <br />I don’t know why I get so discourage, <br />When I want things the most. <br />I hate myself sometimes, <br />because I let things bring me down. <br />If only I was strong inside, <br />I wouldn’t have to tell you, <br /> to hold me by your side, <br />Until things start to go right.<br /><br />Yisel Chong<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-myself-sometimes/
