As i sit here felling like i am going insane. <br />an eagle, a hotel, and a sign holds me back <br />from running nakedthrough a forrest mindless and willing <br />for the nearest beast to take control and eat me from the inside out <br /> <br />i fell like a carnival ride left out in a rain storm <br /> <br />take me to the last known point of this god forsaken earth <br />and sacrifice me to the god of freedom <br />and eat my flesh and bones and give me up to the god of failure <br /> <br />let him know that the only care i won is for everyone and that is what kills me <br />and i dont have one inch of wonder about what to do <br />all i know is to be the man who i have made myself to be <br />and if i could wish a life on anyone hopfully it would be mine <br /> <br />now tomorrow comes and i hope i can put this in plain english <br />but even if i dont it wont matter <br />because i am the one who lost it <br />and all of you are the ones who are wondering what happened to me! ! ! <br /> <br />the rest is unreadable.<br /><br />justin byerline<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-drunkest-ive-ever-been-while-writing/
